Karen
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Nov 21, 2008
11:57 AM
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I am currently( as I type this) having my first miscarriage. It has been extremely emotional and difficult for me. It all started 4 days ago, I was spotting and cramping really bad. I went to the emergency room where they monitored me, gave me morphine for the pain and said there was nothing they could do. I am very upset and hurt by this because my last pregnancy was 8 years ago and it was ectopic which resulted in me losing my right tube. I hadn't been able to get pregnant until now and the doctors want me to just sit here and experience this awful miscarriage that has been going on for 4 days now. Today, I stopped spotting and started bleeding heavy with back pains and lower abdominal cramps. I no longer feel pregnant. I have been praying everyday, all day for this miscarriage not to happen. My husband says we can always plan for another one but I am afraid to go through this again. As a mother, I loved the baby that was growing inside of me and it is a tragic loss.
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